omg ;-;

i found old pictures of my rust rust
and holy shit was he one burly motherfucker
lady is so svelte compared to him
what a BIG dog holy shit

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wat

>has an aversion to puking
>wreckless eating is favourite youtube channel
THIS MAKES NO SENSE

but yeah i usually have nightly marathons of watching wreckless eating
fucking hilarious shit
<3<3<3<3
so much love
best youtube channel hands down
also ashens

when logging into tumblr today i saw a picture of a dog with sunglasses on
well guess what, me and rusty did that before it was cool
bam bitch
i also had some pictures of him with numerous hats on
that dog was one stylish motherfucker






oh my god this album
this entire album makes me want to cry from the memories
i used to play it ad nauseum when i was about 11 (almost 10 fucking years ago holy fuck) and i’d sing along with all the songs while on my computer playing coke music with olivia and mark
coke music was like habbo but better
i miss it so much omg waiting in the fucking dojo after staying up all night for the main game to open
i cheated so badly on that game, i used to make tons and tons of new characters to send over stuff purchased with the free starter decibels
rofl

hearing the lyrics to the mcr songs i loved now…wow no wonder my parents thought i was fucked up




gta v

so i went on the first day and waited in a long line of prepubescent boys with fake ids to get THE BEST GAME EVER
omgomgomg
the beautiful cars that don’t handle like boats
the cgi
the characters
the seemingly neverending missions
EVERYTHING IS SO AWESOME

so far i’ve just unlocked franklin and michael but i’m really looking forward to trevor
franklin is cj 2.0 and his missions remind me so much of san andreas which is kinda why i don’t like him, he seems kinda rehashed
michael i have no problems with so far

i miss niko and roman though :( i wish they at least made an appearance so we could all go bowling
some shitty article said that niko is ‘the worst character in the series’…bull fucking shit

dat alien mission, wtf was that lmao reminds me so much of saints row






perfume needs to lay off the crack
drugs are bad mkay




this has to be one of the catchiest choruses ever
with time this song might be up there with natural beauty basic (which, along with fushizen na girl is imo the gold standard of perfume songs)

i
fucking
LOVE
perfume

as if that wasn’t painfully obvious already
almost 5 years and i still go fucking nuts over almost every one of their songs
this one group is my exact taste in music down to a tee
this is true love <3 it has to be




sometimes i think i’m a 70 year old in a 20 year olds body

^ especially when you consider that needlepoint and crochet are some of my favourite hobbies
seriously i can lose myself for hours in needlepoint
i’ve been doing it since i was 5 years old, my mom does it and i remember her showing me and i caught on right away and started helping her on her projects
right now i’ve created my own pattern from rusty’s picture and i’ve been working on it…it has 42 colours and is quite photo realistic lol i’m about 1/3 done

i recently taught myself how to crochet and i absolutely love it
so far i’ve made mittens, a beret, and i’m working on a big blanket right now that i’ll probably give to lady
i bought some yarn from value village and it’s the only time i’ve ever bought something from there that smells good
it literally reeks of vanilla cupcake smell and imo it smells SO GOOD omg whoever had it last i wanna live at their house







this is ladyshe&#8217;s a pretty girl who loves walks, belly rubs and squeaky thingsshe was found as a stray in a bad area and spent 4 months in the city pound covered in dried up shither gentleness and affection towards people reminds me so much of rustyi gave her this plush squeaky duck toy that i bought rusty years and years ago, he never had much interest in itbut her&#8230;she LOVES the thing lmao she&#8217;s already ripping it up, i had to pull stuffing out of her mouth the other dayshe squeaks it constantly and it gets a little annoying but it&#8217;s cuteshe also takes it in her mouth and shakes her head around&#8230;she&#8217;s actually whipped me a few times in the face doing thati love having a dog again but she&#8217;s so vastly different from rusty i&#8217;m having trouble remembering that she doesn&#8217;t have the same weird phobias that he didjust an hour ago, i caught myself saying &#8216;come here rus - err, lady&#8217; and everybody in my house is having trouble remembering to substitute &#8216;girl&#8217; for &#8216;boy&#8217; when we praise herlots of gender confusion going on herein a way having her here just reminds me how much i miss rustyi miss him so muchmemories of him are just starting to become fuzzyi feel like i&#8217;m beginning to forget him and i don&#8217;t want to

this is lady
she’s a pretty girl who loves walks, belly rubs and squeaky things
she was found as a stray in a bad area and spent 4 months in the city pound covered in dried up shit
her gentleness and affection towards people reminds me so much of rusty

i gave her this plush squeaky duck toy that i bought rusty years and years ago, he never had much interest in it
but her…she LOVES the thing lmao she’s already ripping it up, i had to pull stuffing out of her mouth the other day
she squeaks it constantly and it gets a little annoying but it’s cute
she also takes it in her mouth and shakes her head around…she’s actually whipped me a few times in the face doing that

i love having a dog again but she’s so vastly different from rusty i’m having trouble remembering that she doesn’t have the same weird phobias that he did
just an hour ago, i caught myself saying ‘come here rus - err, lady’ and everybody in my house is having trouble remembering to substitute ‘girl’ for ‘boy’ when we praise her
lots of gender confusion going on here

in a way having her here just reminds me how much i miss rusty
i miss him so much
memories of him are just starting to become fuzzy
i feel like i’m beginning to forget him and i don’t want to




so in short i won’t have a job after the end of august
and conditions at work are very depressing atm
so
yeah

i guess i shouldn’t have quit my other job but i had no idea this was going to happen and tbh i wanted to get the fuck out of there asap

i hate giving out resumeees arghhhhhhhhh fuck
i hate interviews
i hate everything






i’m going to be 20 in 5 days
wut
you know up until a few days ago i completely forgot my birthday was coming up
it’s also gonna be a year since i lost rusty in 10 days
and i get a new dog in 22 days
^ it feels wrong stating those two dates next to eachother
i feel like sobbing now
:(
i kinda hope i don’t work on august 2nd because i’m gonna be a fucking wreck that day but it’s a friday so i probably will be

oh, and i quit my other job
they tried to schedule me for this week but i was like WOAH WOAH HOLD THE FUCK ON and took it up with my former boss because my 2 weeks are up and thus i should not be on the schedule past yesterday
so now i’m not
yay

no more shitty fucking uniform
i know i went to a private school for a decade and should be more tolerant of having to wear a uniform but this uniform was disgusting so there

going shopping at the local health food store tomorrow
possibly going to try some new healthy shit
hooray
OMG SOL CUISINE HAS NEW VEGGIE BURGERS
YES





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